Yeah, I already have a mental image on what a BoyKing!Sam would look like. Mostly he looks a bit like Alucard. No pimpsuit is included. I mostly found my high-octane nightmare fuel in anime/manga these days (with the exception of Criminal Minds) creepiest anime I'm watching right now: D-Gray Man.

he spends so much time feeling sorry for himself. Then there's Dean who refuses to consider his life is fucked thus everybody started feeling sorry for him.